
People say it's normal and the craving will get less and less.
#Yeah i have friends crack addiction crack#
With all this said and done, why do I still think about smoking crack again. I am in the legal process of having him evicted. I can't even live in my own house because my ex-significant other won't get out. She and her husband are recovering addicts with 16 years clean. I'm living with one of my best friends from 7th grade. I'm in outpatient rehab, NA, parenting classes, TASK (drug testing random). daughter until I get myself straightened out. My best friend of 31 years has custody of my 13 y.o. My family and old friends are back in my life. Just three days after I had decided to get clean and help, someone turned me in to DHR. I pushed my whole family and old friends away. In the span of 6 months, I had quit my job, didn't care about my house, my looks or life in general. What was I thinking? Well I can tell you, I'm one of those people who went over the edge quickly. And a month or so after that he talked me into smoking crack with him. Over a peroid of a few months, my significant other finally talked me into letting him come back. My significant other had taken thousands of dollars out of the account. It is in terrible shape and I can't afford to fix it. I hated that house and have been very depressed living there. I moved into the old home place my mother left me. I walked out and cleaned out our business account and came back home. I found out my significant other was on crack the day I found him with a women in our business office (she was totally naked). I moved out of the state I'd lived in all my life to start a new business with my significant other of 9 years. Not knowing any minute if the Army would show up at my door with bad news. And both were there at the same time during that 6 months. One was there 14 months and the other 6 months. During the last two years the following things happened: My mother died, my step-father died, both my twin sons who are in the army were in Iraq. What is wrong with me? I had so many things bad things happen in my life in the last two years, I couldn't cope I guess.
#Yeah i have friends crack addiction professional#
I'm also a medical professional and knew better. Drank some, but didn't have to have it either.

I smoked pot off and on over the years, but never had to have it. I'd never been addicted to anything in my life. I started smoking crack about 9 months ago. I'm a recovering crack addict (clean since Aug. I have been reading and posting replys on this board for about a month.
